Ok bloggies, I think my pity party is pretty well over. I took a much needed vacation day today and got caught up with my homework, housework and spent some much needed quality time with ME!
I think this last week I have been stressing over the too many projects I opt to take on in life. I was really feeling it yesterday and was getting upset with myself and everyone around me - even the scale. My theme song yesterday was Adam Lambert's "What do you want from me". Today, I had the opportunity to breath and reflect and now feel much better and ready to get back to my busy chaotic life!
Today I managed to get a 1.5 hour long beach walk in (it was sunny out and awesome!) AND, I made it to the gym for a 1/2 hour to do a mini elliptical workout. I even did 10 minutes of weights to mix it up a little too.
I feel really good today and the best part = Mr. scale says I weigh 190! Such a relief. Now, if it can just stay there or go a little lower by Sunday night, I will be a very, very happy girl.
Just as a note, today was the first day where I actually looked in the mirror and saw a considerable difference in my body. My arms and chest are much more slender, by back fat is minimal, stomach is much, much less pregnant-like, my face is so slender I look like a completely different person, and of course my legs (i've commented on them pups before) are beautiful.
It's really hard for me to imagine what my body will look like at 130 lbs. Last time I think I weighed that much I think I was 10. It's weird because 130 lbs is at the top of a "healthy weight" chart for my height - but I just don't see how I can get to that weight (in a healthy way) without cutting off my leg.
One step at a time though - first I need to get into the 180's.
Well done on getting to 190! I love the title of your post...I am going to stick it somewhere on my desk at work to remind me to mooove!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm happy to hear your happy!! I know you can make it too 130, I can't wait to see the pictures :)
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