Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Oh Ya, I'm Fat

I've been so proud of myself and so self-righteous, that I completely didn't realize that I am STILL FAT!

I've been walking around, thinking to myself, I'm doing good, I've lost 50 lbs, that's a great accomplishment, but I keep forgetting that I am still very much overweight and still have another 50 lbs to lose! I have to not lose sight of this, and recognize that yes, I have accomplished a lot, but it's not time to pop the champagne yet...

It all started on the bus today, when a very large women got on, I felt sad for her, putting myself in her shoes and remembering what it was like to feel that way. But then I was hit by reality - um... Lisa, who do you think you are, Ms. Skinny pants? No. Really, who am I to judge? I am still very much over weight, heck, some people's starting weight in Weight Watchers is less than my current weight.

I tend to get ahead of myself: Must remember - I'm still fat and am not at the finish line yet... gotta keep on truckin' and not judge others...

5 comments:

  1. Lol I'm not sure I completely agree with your fat statement. I am a true believer in "fake it till you make it" and darling your at the perfect place to start calling yourself skinny. What ya think about you bring about!!

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  2. I think you should be proud of your success so far! You've lost a ton of weight, but more importantly, you've changed your life. You deserve a little 'I'm hot' strut!

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  3. you're doing so well. I totally know what you mean about getting a little cocky, noticing other people's fat but forgetting my own. Woops!! good reminder.

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  4. You might have more to lose -- but mentally you're no longer fat. You're not behaving the same way you did that got you fat. You've already had the epiphany. You're behaving thin.

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  5. I stumbled on your blog when I decided to start my own... I can't agree more with this post!

    EVERY time I start losing weight...I feel skinny and need to remember that I'm still "technically obese"! I tend to cheat b/c I think I "deserve" it because of my weight loss! Crazy!

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