I had big plans to go to the gym and sweat my arse off yesterday - but instead I found myself wandering around Costco.
When I got home from work yesterday, there was a reminder waiting for me at home that i've committed to attend a party that requires me to wear a bathing suit in late July - I suddenly got really down in the dumps and felt like hiding under my bed after this reminder. And from there, things just went downhill as I freaked out about what i'm going to look like in a bathing suit and weather i'll be at a decent weight by then.
Sigh.
I peeked at the scale this morning too - I might just make it into the 180's on my next weigh in (Monday). Right now, I am completely out of weekly points and so only have my daily and activity points to go on. I tend to eat more on the weekends - so we'll see how this works out for me. Seeing 18X on the scale on Monday would feel really good - I could really use a pick-me-up right now.
I do have every intention in the world to go for a jog today after work - or / and do the 30 Day Shread. I really want to reach my goals this month and i'm doing everything in my power to achieve them.
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